Cars and Food

This is allowed because its in between Christmas and New Year, evveryone knows that this period of time is for being absolutely lazy...
So in the true spirit of this, i am currently lying in bed watching Top Gear and eating food. ha :)

Top Gear is a must though, its funny, it has cars and it has cars!
The food is just an extra to make it even better :)

Peaceeee out x x x

Comedians

Yes, yet another post about Christmas..
BUT, i felt it was a must you know how yesterday went down.

at night we all played some bananagrams game, i didnt play to begin with though because i'm not much of a wordsmith.
Is wordsmith a word, or did i make it up?
I define it as me not knowing very many when words.

So the mothership hadn't played before either and as i was just watching i saw mum cheated with made up words, and she tried using porn as a word, now if you know my mother, you will find this funny, we all did.

Then grandma went to bed (grandad had already gone to bed at like 9)
and we played another game where we make up definitions for words, i liked this because i have a good imagination, i think anyway.
But it was hilarious! the 7 of us all playing, like one of those geeky family that hangs out playing scrabble every night, although we only ever hang out and play games on Christmas.

But it was fun, mamma was acting drunk, brother 2 was being stupid with bear answers, brother 1 was making up funny things as was dad, and the 2 sisters were together on a team for some reason. BUT IT WAS A LAUGH, we're cool like that okay! :)

Woke up at 1 today... yeah i was sleepy, and now watching the 2011 outnumbered christmas special.
If you dont watch outnumbered already... GET ON IT.

over and out x x x

santa ya beauty

Very lucky girl i am. I love Santa. He treats me well and knows what i want. :)

well today has been good, so far anyway, craving a big Christmas dinner though, think we're having it in half an hour. YUMMEEEE.

I'm in my Christmas dress looking all cute, for once, haha. Got the Christmas tunes on and the Christmas films on, Grandad, dad and brother 2 are sleeping on the sofa, standard! Mama and Grandmama are cooking dinner, standard! Brother 1 and his wife are off somewhere, and sister is playing with her new toy.

sister say's 'cheese is for everyday. not just for Christmas' LOSER

STUFFING, best food ever, i'm so excited about eating it soon.

love you all my babeeyss x x x

Sleeping in a cupboard

Christmas is in 2 minutes..
And i am currently in a bed in a cupboard in my sister's room, because i was kind and gave up my room for my brother and his wife, aren't i just such a loving person?
the answer is yes.

anyway i was wondering, if i ask for coal from santa for christmas, and i am bad all year, what do i get?

why has no naughty kid ever thought of this, they'll get a good present cause it isn't what they asked for, i hope my kids will never be as clever as to think of that, although i'm not going to be one of those cruel mothers who actually gives children coal for christmas.

oooh it is 00:00, Merry Christmas, i'm kinda excited but at the same time i'm kinda not.
tra la la la la, la la la la.
thats the deck the halls song.

i dont even know the lyrics to deck the halls, i just sing what i hear,
and i've always just kinda sang it like, deck the halls with balls of fury, tra la la la la, la la la la..
pretty sure it isnt balls of fury though :/

OH WELL, i'm going to watch something like the lazy person i am (:

Merry Christmas, have a good day x x x

Tomorrow is the 25th

yeah so incase you are living underground or living under a rock, tomorrow is the 25th december, kinda means its christmas people..

here is the usual routine:

Me and the sis wake up at like 8am (used to be half 5)
-open stockings
-open each others presents.
-go downstairs and watch the snowman.
-watch another christmas film.
-go into parents room and show them what we got in our stockings (used to do it cause we never realised they knew what we got in our stockings, but we just carried on the tradition.
-get changed
-everyone in the lounge opening presents and drinking and eating
-mamma cooks the lunch
-brother 2 sleeps on the couch
-christmas lunch full of festive fun
-open more presents
-sleep in lounge while watching christmas films
-nibbles for tea
-more watching of the tv
-sleep time!

thats the basic agenda.
what do you all do? (:

merry christmas! x x x

I'll write what i want thank you very much

I'm Dundee bound once again people.
Did you know that 16 people a day read my blog, that may not seem a lot, but its madness, seeing as i dont know any of you.
but you know a bit about me now.

Well only a few days left till christmas now and you know what the worst part is, i left my advent calender and ELF dvd in Glasgow! i may cry.
Thats what makes christmas.

i may or may not have already hung my EILIDH stocking up.. ITS COOL AND I LIKE IT OKAY!

also for all you non scots out there, my name, EILIDH is pronounced like the word daily without the d... so aily. or you could say ceilidh/ ceiligh without the c, bailie without the b..
get the jist aye?

peace out x x x

I like all nuts except raisins

the title was said by a man, a stupid man.. loser. haha :)
other things men have said:

''are oxen still real animals?''

''everytime i look at google earth, the people aren't moving, why?''

''its not just beef you get from sheep you know''

Now guys, i'm not judging, well i am a little, but get yer act together.
But i'm not one to talk, i have said various silly things in my past.
Not that i'm calling myself a guy. Cause i'm not. I'm a female.

YOU'RE NOT THAT POPULAR OKAYY?!
don't worry, wither am i :)

hasta la vista men and women around the globe:) x x x

LETS AVEEE YAAAA

gloves, mittens, scarf, hat, boots, scarf-hat-glove, hat-scarf-glove, glove-hat-scarf. winter is upon us.

and i-ee-i just wanna let ye know, that i-ee-i AM AWESOME. just kids ya'll

C'MON WINTER TIME.. LETS AVEEE YAA!

am so gangsta.

so hardcore man, dont ye mess with me a righttt.

LOLZ i wanna talk like that for the rest of my life

ciao ma sisttaa x x x

post below iceee

safe to say i honestly do not remember that post below. its nonsense.. the night i didn't sleep until the next morning, only to get an hour of sleep. its how i role, i'm hardcore that way.

so i post below ice. it makes no sense but i like it as the title of blog numero 5o something.

i also didnt realise i could be smart at 5am..

i mean it makes sense when i said: how can iceland be green when greenland is ice.

a piece of genius. ;)

anyway. thats me for CHRISTMAS! holidays started. 5 weeks left now of nothingness. although i'll be working with papa and brother 2 again.

sayonara amigos.. x x x

5am

5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am

Its 5am, why am i not tired! go to sleep, go to sleep, go to sleep dear eilidh go to sleep, go to sleep, go to sleep or you'll die..

that was trying to be that go to sleep lullaby but i think i did it wrong.

i wonder how many mistakes i fdo when i'm not allowed to press backspace and ldelete what i wrote. its kinga hard but i'm sure it still makes sense. i sitl dont uderstand why i'm up at 5am, and i want to sleep, but my body said' 'thou shalt not sleep;' so i guesss thats me in an insomnia stage,

i cant stop typing and i'm doing it fast with no deletin i meean deletion of spaces.

i wonder how many cows you could fit on antarctica. is antarctica and artic the same or is one the noth pole and hwre is iceland and why is it green when greenland is ice.

maybe eilidh should go to sleep? yes i think she should. BUT SHE CAN'T. so for now i am to watch Chuck or some other program. but all you need t know about eilidh macdonald is that she really wants to sleep.

5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am 5am

bye bye byee and i hope goodnight if there are no clowns that jump out at me cause that would be scary and i dont like clowns very much, stupid evil clown from childhood. so dream or nice things people.. night night night x x x

interesanti

what are biscottis? are the biscuits? or jewish biscuits?

wahheeeyy x x x

Indie or India?

mmm hello Ryan Gosling, your pretty :)

marry me?

while i'm at it.. hiya James Franco. you're pretty too.

marry me?

Well people.. its DECEMBER. and you know what that means.

no, not Santa.

its Bohdi day today! celebrate Buddha.

i'm not a Buddha, i just wanted to know what celebrations there were in December apart from Christmas.

If i were to make a holiday, it would be the 15th July, because it is summer and hot and it would be to celebrate the rise of the apes in the world today.

that doesn't really make sense, i know, i am aware.

So there was some storm today. Pretty cool. It woke me up at 9am, on my day off, and the rain was horizontal, branches were flying at my window, the wind was noisy, car alarms were going off, fire engines racing past me. So what do I do? I'm sitting in my bed terrified of the happenings, and i realise i'm foodless. Options: Venture into the madness of the outdoors and get swept away, or stay inside and starve.

I pick the sensible option: and i venture into the great outdoors, ha what a rookie mistake, but i have to say it was rather fun.

i hope it happens tomorrow as well.

bonsoir bonsoir x x x

My printer is messing with my emotions..

maybe its lack of energy or the medication i am on, but my printer made me cry.

it just wouldnt print what i needed!

It spurted out all this jumble mess and then it printed off a document which i hadnt clicked to print!

It took over 40 minutes to actually print what i had said, which made me cry because i was getting so frustrated.

I'm going to blame the meds, and also the fact that i struggle to stay awake after 6pm now because my energy is so low. being ill sucks :(

taarraaaa x x x

Here I Stand And Face The Rain

I. Live. In. A. Wagon.

I. Go. To. Annual. Wagon. Conventions.

I stand and face the rain.

I am soaked but i keep standing.

I Soar Into The Sky With Wings Like That Of An Eagle.

My Wings Are Tired And I Plummet To The Ground.

i.do.things.my.own.way.

i.like.to.be.different.

I Think I'm From Outer Space.

I love Life.

Circus Clowns. Blood. Injections. Spiders. Giving birth to a monster. Small spaces.

^^ things i'm afraid of. I suppose its quite a few..

My sister is scared of elm trees, elves, deodrant, clocks, family gatherings, and purses that have faces.

over and out x x x

Challenge Accepted

''i challenge you to get a picture of yourself with prince philip'' - My sister.. well, challenge accepted my friend.

Beat that! :P

Adios x x x

Tu Es Belle

I need a holiday!

I know it may seem like Occupational Therapy is fun and easy, and some of it is, but its tiring, very tiring! But i still love it, I just need a holiday.

Anywhere would suit me, even camping somewhere, or taking a foreign trip somewhere! :)

i just dont know what to write anymore, i have so many interesting stories, but who actually reads this?

I'll write later on, or i'll paste a story, i emailed my sister when i was bored and made up some random story... so here it is :P enjoy. :

Five miles west of the grand canyon lived a baby and a mother. The baby had just been born and so the mother planted a seed into the ground of a Tiger lily flower. They had no home and all that inspired them everyday was watching the Tiger Lily grow and grow.
They lived in a cupboard that had fallen off a moving truck, everyday the mother opened a drawer and fed her baby, then they would have an hour nap, and for the rest of the day they watched this tiger lily grow and blossum. For food they ate of the ground, finding bugs and other such nik naks.
When the baby was grown up the flower had withered. The mother was lying sick in the cupboard and uttered these words to her child 'You were like the tiger lily, i watched you grow and blossum everyday, now i am like the flower for I am withering, and it is my time to go'
The last petal of the last flower on the Tiger lily fell to the ground, and the mother stopped breathing.
The child struggled to breathe and tears trickled down her face for days and nights.
She buried the mother with the tiger lily and planted a new seed on top as a sign of respect and devotion.

Everyday the girl watches the flower grow and grow, just like she had done with her mother all these years, and when she gazes into the starry sky at night, all she thinks of is searching for the happiness she once used to have.

CIAO BELLAAAAS x x x

Sozzles

sorry.. i've been ridiculous, not blogging in such a long time. i'm getting worse i think, so here we go again... :D

its halloween tomorrow, exciting or not..

i passed a frog and a monkey earlier and then stole my packet of crisps, how rude.. just because halloween means you can dress up does not mean you can just steal crisps.

and because those boys were evil and stole from me this is all i'm going to write..

so blame the boys..

ciao bella x x xPublish Post

Quite a normal post.

1 post in September! i am so sorry people. but i have been busy with uni.

I would like you to believe it is because i was studying so hard for my essay that is for friday.. but to tell the truth i have only got the books, opened a few and glanced but nothing proper, clearly i have not changed since 1st year :/ not sure whether thats a good thing or a bad thing.

so the chat now is that i am on placement, and my client group is people with schizophrenia, now i cant say much about it as its all confidential, but i will tell you the basics, incase any of you have no idea what it is. :)

Hallucinations are completely amazing to hear about from the patients themselves, talking about what they hear, smell and see, its so outstanding, i am taking aback when i hear the stories that they tell. Its such an odd but brilliant experience to hear about. Although i will never understand what they go through its very scary in a way to hear what happens to them. They are disturbed and tortured with what their brains trick them into hearing and seeing, they can't escape from it in any way, it must be horrible for them, when they talk about it, its so vivid i can see it happening, they attempt to kill themselves just to get away from the voices shouting at them and the hallucinations that they see. It scares me hearing about it, i actually started tearing up when one patient was telling me their experience and what happens to them. It scare me but at the same time it is so interesting. It may seem like i dont care about them because i'm saying its a brilliant experience, but i mean that in a way that is shocking and breath taking, i dont know what to say! they are tormented all the time with the voices and what they see. Saying that though if you walk down the street you couldnt pick out someone with schizophrenia, hey act pretty much like regular people but then when they tell their stories, it just leaves me speechless.

ANYWAYYY, mamma and pappa are off to Zante for 2 weeks... BRILLIANT, hahah, cannot imagine them there at all.

Goodbye followers of little red x x x

As long as you have brainwaves I'll be there to hold your hand

Whats up my beautiful faceless readers :)

Obviously you got faces (i would hope) but i can't see them :(

Anywayyy, I haven't written in a few weeks, but I'M BACK :D

hope you all missed me, there isn't an excuse for my disappearance, mostly because the CIA told me not to tell you, sozzles.

Saw 'ma bestie' Abigail today, we haven't seen each other in 2 weeks! So it was really good to see her, we had a little cry at the fact it had been so long.

I'm Glasgow bound again. In the new place.

Sister is in France

Brother 1 lives in Perth

Father is in Serbia (again! 2nd time this month)

Brother 2 is in Dundee

Mother is in Dundee

I'll throw in some news of the world shall I.

So this hurricane, bad times aye, for America anyway. The news was all get ready for the hurricane to come over to Scotland...

Hurricane, in Scotland, HARDLY, It was a bit of wind, didn't knock nothing over! I've been in Dundee and had huge trees to climb over on the road and bins flying through the air and hitting me. Hurricane my ass right!

SunnyWindySnowyCloudyRainy

i tried to say those 5 weathery things fast there and i came out with: Sunny Woudy Sainy Cwoudy Roney

Makes no sense, but then again, it is 2am, and you know what i get like at 2am. SLEEP DEPRIVED.

So i must leave you little malteasers. loveee x x x

bird is the word

I gotta stop making up words..

everyones obsession with glue

whats the deal with all these faceyb 'like' pages about gluing animals. i admit some are funny but i don't understand.. examples:

Gluing barbies heads to your goldfish so everyone thinks you got a mermaid.

Gluing coconuts to your dogs feet so the neighbours think you have a horse.

Gluing twigs to your dog so everyone thinks you have a hedgehog

Gluing legs to you snake so everyone thinks you have a centipede.

Gluing a carrot to your dogs head so everyone thinks you got a unicorn.

Gluing a bread roll to your bog so everyone thinks you got a hot dog.

Gluing a dorito to your fish so everyone thinks you have a shark.

Gluing cotton wool to you dog so everyone thinks you got a sheep.

Gluing a tutu to your cats head so everyone thinks you got a lion.

These faceyb'ers are disturbed. but i do like the coconuts one. that one made me laugh :) i think its because it was the first one i saw and i likes it because it was interestingly funny.. then it all got carried away..

hasta la vista glue sniffing loversss x x x

AHHH!!

AHHHHHHH!

that is all.

i needed scream.

x x x

you should call me the terminator

Currently at work i'm the Hungarian terminator, its going to take me 5 days to delete 1400 of them from the system. to begin with it was fun and i gave an evil smile and was all 'you are now terminated' but after the first 20 i was like, let this be over!!

but besides that i cant complain about life.

actually i think someone slipped drugs into my packed lunch, no that doesnt work i made my lunch, okay someone slipped something into the work water because today i have been going crazy, i've been doing insane things and then having my lows today as well, its like for the day i've been bipolar. its like i can be really happy, and then a click of the fingers my mood has completly changed, and i have no idea why its doing that in me, but i dont like it.

if you look through either my random notebook or my notebook about escaping, you'll find a whole different person no one has seen before, but its still me. Sadly one of them isnt with me right now, the escaping one, because i left it in my new flat.

chase the dream you losersss x x x

My hair is red and shiny

that all you need to know.

it may not always be shiny, deal with it!

i'm sorry randomers, i'm in an odd mood tonight

I'm procrastinating from packing,

my OCD hasn't properly kicked in yet tonight so i'm looking at a room full of mess,

but dont you worry your wee socks off, i have 11 hours to get all packed,

i believe that is called a win.

actually i'm rather stupid, i get kicked out my flat on the 14th and dont get the keys to the new crib till the 15th.

so i am a wanderer or hobo for 1 night.

or a gypsy. oooh i like gypsy better, it makes me sound mysterious and crazy and like i'd wear multi coloured tie dye outfits with beads in my hair and funky looking shoes. and i'd have huge glasses that out shine those of harry potter's, and i'd be a free spirit.

now that i'm all excited about it i'm now rather disappointed at the fact it wont be happening.

peace out homies x x x

Its 2:17am.

Grizzly bear, polar bear, yogi bear, black bear, panda bear, brown bear, koala bear, paddington bear, brother bear, rupert bear, teddy bear, gummy bear, and a care bear.

Those are the types of bears i can think of.

bear is now a funny word.

Looks like beer.

Bare?

koala bear looks like cola beer.

how funny.

let me sleep you bare bears.

night night give me a fight x x x

Waste Of A Dream

Well last night i wasted a perfectly good dream, it was one of those ones where you know you are sleeping so you learn to control what you do in it.

It was probably about half way through it and i had realised that this must be a dream, and i could have done so much with it knowing that i was asleep and it wasnt actually happening, but i was useless...

Clearly my imagination sucked last night in the dream because all i was doing was taking macaroni back from the pirates and then trying to feed them noodles.

Tot Gauw you classy prisoners x x x

You come here every day?

i've been having a bit of an obsession with Scrubs recently, i've always loved it, but i'm just watching it all again. although i'm working backwards for some reason, its rather interesting that way.

Anyway today was season 8 and i cant remember which episode, but theres a bit i love in it where Ted calls Kelso a loser for being in the coffee shop everyday after his retirement...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GMYW4fis2Dc

Ahh i love it. :)

So chaps, I've been a rather busy bunny recently, and I am rather excited for Friday because all my mums side of the family is gathering in a little village called callandar, the last gathering we had all together was in 2004 i believe i think when we met up at Christmas time in a mansion called Melrose.

Its a weekend thing full of adventure, such as going to go-ape, cycling and maybe white water rafting, so its gonna be well good, and also we have hired out the big room of the place on the saturday night for the family, i believe there is 29 of us going so it will be brilliant. :)

i believe i just called my sister an imbecile, after i wrote it i regretted it, it was always what my brother Daniel called me.

There are certain words i cannot say in the family because other family members use those words in their certain pitches and i sounds like them when i say it. For example...

Absoloute Idiot is Jamie

Imbecile is Danial

Chaps is Dad and Uncle George

There are more, but they havent crossed my memory yet.

Over and Out my spy children x x x

Locked Out.. da na naaaaaaa

As i was taking out the bins to the garbage chute i reflected upon life...

I didn't really, i just wanted to sounds a little deep. No.

So i'm taking the garbage to the garbage chute, get back to my flat and ohh, what this? My Fob key doesnt work?!

I go down to the office and nobody is in. The office is in another building. So i'm walking back to my building in the rain, and again my fob still doesn't work to let me in the building. Wonderful.

A lovely person was also coming into the building so i sneak in when they go in. I call security and they say they will be here shortly.

While i wait in the common room i wonder how old does somebody have to be to live 1 million days, turns out you have to be 2739 years old. So then i worked out i have been living 6704 days, to this day, the 29th of June 2011.

30 minutes later he arrives and takes me to my flat, and his key doesn't work either!

We take a trip back to the office and suddenly lots of people are there, and the have a little chuckle at how wet i got in the rain, and the fact I am in pyjamas still at 4:15 pm.

They give me a new fob and i am back in the flat now.

HOWEVER, because the process took so long, my curly fries and baguette that were innocently cooking away in the oven are now black. :(

x x x

11.11

At 11.11pm tonight, I made a wish for all of you :) <3 x x x

Penny Caaaan

Celine Dion get out my head!!!

Like all her songs are in my head right now.

My neck gets really sore sometimes, do you wanna know why? Cause my brains so big! Its just hard to hold up sometimes. haa.

Stolen from the film No Strings Attached.

Would you like to know the rules of Penny Can? I watched Cougar Town, and wrote down all the rules for penny can. So here we go:

The game - throw pennies in a can.

The rules : -

1. Penny in Can - sing 'penny cannnnn' in a high pitch voice.

2. If the penny hits the rim - you flick the persons ear.

3. If the penny bounces in and out - sing 'stache attack' and draw a moustache on the person, and then if it happens again, give them a crazy brow.

4. 3 in a row in the can - a robot version of singing penny can.

5. If the penny spins - give the person a face sandwich.

bon voyage salt and pepper fans. x x x

boom shakalaka

Well, its just me left in the flat now, ''lonelyyyy, i'm just so lonelyyyyy, i have nobodyyy, to call my own''

Just a burst into song there, i actually did burst into song in real life, not just on the computer, but its fine, no one heard, obviously.

''all by myself, dont wanna be all by myself.. anymore''

A bit of Celine Dion for you there, that song is actually brilliant to burst out with, if your on your own and no one can hear. Of course, you dont want to be caught singing the lonely songs, they are rather brilliant to blast out though. Use those lungs you have!

If you are a smoker, too bad, you could have been great with these songs, shame you had to turn your lungs black, instead the redy pink colour i'm sure they actually are. True singers have the colourful lung colours, i'm sure.

Well, this is embarrassing..

Celine Dion is still playing.

Emma jennifer, this is for you...

bsfbsfbaigsi gfagbkanf wfiabrgkj giheagui gknakghiguhbigkkgjg igndfgdlg

x o x

ohh lucky, today there was a 2 kisses and a hug, instead of 3 kisses.

How unusual.

A Dream I Get Nearly Every Night Now

I have this dream that i have most nights now, its always the same characters and same story line but a different setting each time.

Its a little strange.

So basically it is always about a schizophrenic cheetah, the one i had last night was me in Mull and i was wandering the beaches on my own, when there was a cheetah, and then my perspective changed and i was the cheetah looking at myself and i had all these thoughts coming from my right ear telling me to eat the girl in front of me, and then thoughts from the left shouting at me telling me to eat myself.

Then perspective changed again and i was looking at the cheetah as myself, and then the cheetah starts talking to me about eating me, then saying it will eat itself. Then it grabs me by the leg and swings me round in the air. But as it is swinging me round in the air it suddenly goes all slow motion like a movie and the perspective is changed to the cheetah again, its so confusing.

so now its the Cheetah's view again and all these people in its head are screaming all different things like eat the girl or just leave her. Then one voice becomes so strong in its head it just over powers the rest of the voices and its my sisters voice and it tells the Cheetah to 'follow your heart, thats what is best' and the cheetah lets go of the girls leg and the girl (me) is thrown away.

Then i always wake up.

The night before it was the same dream but in Broughty Ferry

The night before that it was in Duinrell in Holland..

Thing is its always places i have been to before.

But i dont understand why i keep having this dream. And i dont like it cause it scares me.

x x x

oooh la la

alright my dearest followers.

Me and the best friend Abigail have started up a blog together.

Everyone say oooh la la..

the blog is worth an oooh la la, because its just so awesome, of course.

If you didnt say oooh la la, then, you clearly just think you are too cool to be saying that, well its so uncool to not say it!

If you did say it then thanks.

Now say: sally sells seashells on the seashore, She sells seashells on the seashell shore. The seashells she sells are seashore shells.

If you said that, I love you my darling readers, you are the best :)

In the words of hamlet: Goodbye Mr Bond. x x x

Nana nana nana nana BATMAN

Hello my dear readers.

I saw the dark knight for the first time a few nights ago, although i didn't see the ending because it was 3am and i wanted to go back to my flat.

It was good apart from the various scenes where a felt like throwing up everywhere or simply just fainting.

I decided to go for the easiest option and just close my eyes, pathetic i know, but i don't care, i'm scared of blood. If you start talking operations or gory things with me i will turn all white and go light headed, or just show me a picture of anything blood like and thats me on the floor or with my head in the toilet.

I do love to watch a good film though, now i often watch ones with a lot of blood because my taste in films has changed from the child like ones..

I think its me trying to get over my fear of blood in general but i'm too scared to even look at a blood scene now anyway incase it does end up with a quick faint.

I am currently creating a playlist called ''100 songs to save your life''. i stole the idea from One Tree Hill. Its going to be 100 songs that make me happy, not just the typical chart stuff that gets outdated, but the proper songs that live on forever in peoples memories. If you have any suggestions just let me know.

x x x

Monsters With Hand Guns

Its 1950, monsters are running the streets mad with their guns, like schizophrenic men in the zoo. Humans are in hiding. One monster was passing me holding a banana, I think he thought it was a gun, I told him it was a banana and all he said was 'gruff gruff gruff' which was 'i know its a banana, i don't believe in violence.' So he was doing well, the other monsters didn't notice it was a banana. He had 3 choices; to run away, to get a gun and kill the human race, or to make peace.

Now its 2020, and peace is with the world, the monsters are all running around with bananas and the humans are out of hiding. That one monster changed the world, he had 3 choices and he followed his heart. One day, I plan to change the world also, you'll see.

x x x

Look Up

I've often wondered, humans are all different, they look different, they speak a different language and they are all unique.

Are dogs like that too?

I mean, they look different and act different, so do you get different dog language too? Or are they just not as intellectual as the species that is humans.

I see my cousins tomorrow, i am very excited, i mean i know you are probably thinking, so what - i see mine all the time, well i am excited because they live in Australia and i have only ever seen them twice in my entire life, so thats why i am excited. So i'm taking a trip to Edinburgh where the grandparents are and seeing them and the cousins for the day, then i take the train back to Glasgow, which i want to call my home now, even though its halls, but when i went back to Dundee, it didn't feel like home much anymore.

Goodbye my beloved Victorian Lemonade lovers x x x

The 3 of Spades

the 3 of spades, its the cursed card in a pack of cards. Never wins, or at least that is what me and the sister believe.

Did you know i also read fortune cards. Everyday i read Kirsty's fortune with a pack of 'UP' playing cards, its quite fun.. today her fortune was.. she was come into a small fortune, beware or sharp objects and a man in a black hat, and that she will get glasses.

My crackhead sister is doing a blog post all about me. lo-ser.

i can say things about her too, she takes up a lot of room in my quotes book, the things she comes out with is utterly ridiculous.

Shes a weird character, she likes a girl called Lorraine Kamel, she claims its a boy, but who is she kidding, lorraine is a girls name

Apart from the chap on holiday in Corfu a few years ago who we named Lorraine, he had a daughter named Ruth and a rabbit layed its faeces on her while she was on the back of a horse. True story.

One day i will tell you about Tina. She was a legend of a girl. Actually i will tell yo

u about her now. She's a girl me and kirsty met on holiday. She was Danish and spoke no english. Me and Kirsty didnt like her cause she was so annoying, so we tied her to a tree and left her. S

he always wore the same colourful tracksuit jumper with black leggings.

THIS IS TINA.

We drew pictures on how to kill her.

She also just appeared at our window every morning and grinned at us while we ate breakfast, as well as always showing us the peace sign.

Quotes of the dear Sister Kirsty.

'''i think my eye is bleeding. or maybe its just me crying''

''people give birth to relax''

''I've got stylish writing. I have the writing of queens''

''thats heroine. no. Hercules. and a cherub on a pogo stick''

''how do they build sparrows?''

''when was hitler?''

''freckles are cancerous''

''won't chickens ancestors be dust''

''i want to become a racist''

''i wish i was white''

i have so many more quotes, those were just a few so you can understand the crazy functioning and mechanisms of my sister.

tot gauw x x x

My family are comedians.

My daddy is not funny :(

i was trying to make him to me to ASDA so i can get some new earphones. And he was like i'll take you in the morning on my way to work, there is a big bag of onions on offer you could get, then you could carry them back on your head while your out running. people will come into work and say to me they saw a funny girl running with a bag of onions on her head, and i'll be like 'thats my daughter'

then he started laughing a lot and making fun of me for things. My family are just all comedians aren't they.

Brother Daniel always has some wise crack joke to say about me whenever i see him.

Brother Jamie made fun of me at tea time today and when he drove me the other day all i heard from him was mean things.

Mum isnt funny, she laughs at her own jokes, but i mainly just laugh at her because she thinks she's funny..

And kirsty, well she has my humour i think, you can decide if thats funny or not.

la de da x x x

I'm a runner

I've been running now i'm back in Dundee, like proper outside running, rather than having to do my running in glasgow up and down the 13 flights of stairs in my building.

It was sunny today for my run, but i blew over.. ah well..

to make things worse a dog started chasing me, so i had to properly run, then i got tired and fell over and the dog caught up with me and licked my face, NICE. Just what i wanted, dog slobbers all over my face. The owner was like, uhh sorry, but is fine, Mango the dog found another victim.

The mother tried to cover up cheese and make me eat it today by hiding it inside the pasta, totally didn't work, i could taste the rubber texture with one bite, so father ate my dinner for me instead. Father came back today because he couldn't fly out to Budapest in the end.

Anyhow... i'm gonna leave, i'm meeting my friends in a bit, so i should get ready. :)

see ya in a while x x x

Abused by wind

Okay people.. did you see the insane wind outside today?! i was going to say did you see the insanity of the wind, but that isn't right, ha.

But anyway, i was bored, and thought well i'll go for a wander down to the beach. Worst plan EVER.

i was hit by flying stones, leaves, branches, and a bin flew over and hit me. i had to climb over a tree in the middle of the road that had fallen over and my earphones blew away. Bad times. I didn't reach the beach.

Plus i bumped into my old school teachers who were laughing at the state of my hair, i clearly don't suit the windswept look, my head had turned into a ginger bush.

i come back to find the mothership pushing things over in the garden, as if the wind hadn't done enough! She claims it was so the wind didn't push it over, believable of course.

The Fathership went off to Budapest today without telling me or even saying goodbye, he made a joke about getting away from me now that i'm home again, jokes on him cause he is stuck at the airport now cause of the wind.

One thing i forgot to mention yesterday about abigail, she wet herself when we went to mull, claiming it was the sand that wet her, but really she wet the sand, and ended up doing a rachel by taking her skirt off.

Anyway, the sister (she doesn't deserve 'ship' after her name') is in Bulgaria, i really think everyone is trying to get away from me, anyway i wonder if she'll get back cause of all this nonsense about ANOTHER ash cloud from Iceland,

I'm pretty sure everyone hates Iceland now, just because of their volcano, if it was me in charge of Iceland, i would just roll cling film over the top of the volcano so that no more ash clouds occurred.

Over and Out x x x

Specially for her

Now my bestest friend Abigail is sad with me because she recently found out i killed a purple flower, so here is my apology for her, writing a post all about her. :)

She is the girl i do the craziest things with. She's mad and hilarious and cries when she laughs too much which i love.

We go on holidays together like Oban and Corfu and once even Mull.

We do fight a lot, but its never real fights, just because we can never not talk, something always has to be said, so we start arguing cause we have nothing to talk about.

Lavender, you get on my head.

She was the one that saved me from the hypnotizing picture.

We exchange Christmas presents late every year and are still to exchange them for Christmas 2010.

Her passion is watching Sky High over and over again, she knows every single word to it..

*punch* YOU KNOW WHY. :D

We are the same person really..

She's an emotional wreck and runs like a spider.

We have the same taste in films and we are the people everyone hates in the cinema cause we talk and laugh.

Abigail LOVES watching that old film sabrina ;)

'''Need more SUGAR'' ;) not chocolate...

She fills up half of my quotes book, as she is the sillyest person ever.

There are too many memories we have together to all write here as i have known her all my life.

We have a bunch of films that we have to see together, we can't watch them unless we are together and we have a lot to catch up on.

We love Alan from the hangover, what a legend.

we're the 2 best friends that anyone could have, the 2 best friends that anyone could have.

I moved to Glasgow for her ... ;) (mainly for uni though)

We have love books because we are that cool. And we make AWESOME chat show hosts, which is what we'll do one day, you'll see.

Kitkats will be coming to a television near you soon. haha

LFTLB Abigail!

I'm so sorry Abigail for killing that flower. Accept my apology.

再見 x x x

(thats goodbye in chinese... told you i'd learn it Abigail)

New Day stuff..

Thought it is about time to talk about something real again, i mean the last thing was probably the whole Bin Laden situation, so its about time i put my thoughts into more news yes.

So what was with this whole, world ending today nonsense. i mean come on, who comes up with garbage like this. No one can predict anything in this world. i can't even predict what i'm having for dinner, let alone some loony telling us all when the world will end. Whats worse is people actually believe and listen to this, all i can say is; lame-o's... okay that made me pretty lame saying that, but i don't care! haha.

next thing we know everyone will be saying the world will end in december 2012, just because of that film. Again, all that is needed to be said is, PATHETIC. Don't believe predictions, not even weather ones, most of the time they lie.

I want to go to Chernobyl, my friend went there the other week and he said it was interesting, i saw the photos and the place is a wreck, all because of that nuclear explosion like 20 years ago. But it has really wanted to make me go!

The Apprentice counts as new day stuff right? Well i'm going to talk about it anyway.. I hate Edna, she is a walking joke, who does she think she is wearing those black gloves. She talks down to people, she is too old for the apprentice, i'm pretty sure she's older than The Sugar himself. And that lad who went out the first week, i think he was called edward, anyway, what was he on, he was absolutely rubbish at being a PM. Susan i think will do really well in this, she seems to be doing good so far. but some of them ladies i dont think i have heard talk yet, lazy backgrounders. as for Leon, i think he will get quite far, even though he's been having a bad start. But Jim is by far the best, an absolute legend he is, he can talk his way in and out or everything, i hope he wins.

bon voyage x x x

Home is where the heart is... or where the mother is to cook and do your washing

SO i'm back in the glamorous and fabulous city that is Dundee again. just for 2 weeks though, lets see how it goes.

since getting home yesterday i have already embarked on various adventures that consist of a 7k jog around the park today without being stabbed, a trip to the cousins house for a smaller adventure, a drive around the city with my instructor, a trip to the Caribbean where i fought with pirates to seek the fountain of youth, and many fights with the beloved sister - may she rest in peace.

tomorrow i plan to do 10k, or more round the park. this time on my own, and without the rollie pollies and cart wheels..

rollie pollie sounds a bit racist doesn't it, like i'm talking about rolling some polish people down a hill or something. but by rollie pollies i mean somersaults.

as it was one of the very first words i spoke in life, its my favourite food and its also the name of this blog, i feel i should mention something about cream crackers. i left a nearly full pack OPEN in my flat in glasgow, for 2 whole weeks, when i go back they will be soft and inedible!

ciao for now x x x

Deserted

Family wise, i am stuck on an deserted island.. i dont believe they exist anymore.

Papa was off in Budapest and things.

Brother 1 is married and we dont speak much anyway unless we are in the same room

Brother 2, well we dont speak much unless we are in the same room.

Mama texts, but i forget to reply

...

And sister, well where do i begin with this one! We used to chat all the time and go on skype and that but nooooooo, not anymore, she got stolen by a boy and now she talks to him all the time.

i dont even think she exists apart from some mini conversations that consist of 1 word answers and a couple of texts today when she was bored at work.

James = a sister stealer!

that is all x x x

I stand in the ocean because it is the only place my tears seem small

The title, well because i wrote my sister an awesome story which had this phrase in it, so why not.

Well my papa is coming to collect me on wednesday to steal me and drag me back to dundee for 2 weeks. it'll be good i can mess with my sister, i know she misses me. we can have out ASDA trips that i am sure she has missed and a bit of QST time, which you people out there dont get to know, private joke with me and the sis.

pickled onion monster munch crisps. nom nom nom.

i am getting my dinner made for me in half an hour.. even though it is 6pm i am still in my pyjami-jams so i best be getting ready. otherwise i would feel lazy if i stayed in them all day.

better wise up and get changed now actually..

peace out ma sista x x x

Its 1.46am

If a panda gets struck by lightening, does its white hair turn black, and black hair turn white?

The Rebels

You know, them people that rebel against the world, like umm Bin laden, but he's now ''dead'', at least thats what we are made to think. i bet he is alive... ''buried at sea'' right, surely we would get to see pictures of the body or something.

Other rebels, well they are aliens, they are just sitting on their little anti-gravity planets, eating popcorn and watching us, ready for attack.

actually thats not really rebelling is it :/ haha

Okay well i have run out of other rebels, cause my mind is going all funny, i think i ate out of date chicken. NOT GOOD.

I AM A REBEL AGAINST THE WORLD! oops, caps lock.

totziens (or however you spell it) :) x x x

the boy picasso

''I am always doing that in which i cannot do, in order to learn how to do it.'' -Pablo Picasso

He was a genius. He inspired the world. He changed art. I mean art can be defined as anything, but for his period of time, it was just so different, it changed it. Even through the war when he lived in Paris, the Nazi style was so different, he continued with what he wanted to paint like, and had bronze smuggled into Paris for him.

''Art is a lie that makes up realise his truth''

-Pablo Picasso

Right lets get off this subject, i have so much more to say about Picasso and loads of other artists, but i shan't bore you.

this was a bit of a pointless post, but i just wanted to say something aha.

so sorry for wasting the few minutes of your life you took to read this.

aurevoir x x x

bones of gold

okay so i was in the park other day. and one of my friends Marissa is well skinny, but i gave her a piggy back, and was not expecting her weight to be that heavy! i'm sure her bones must be made of gold or brick or something. So strange!

its like you lifting a feather but it weighing an incredible 2 stone... would you expect a feather to weight that? uhh no.

its 3am already? fair play. time to go to bed i guess :)

miahee x x x

Little Umbrellas.

you know those little umbrellas that you get in drinks or ice creams? well i saw one on the ground today, picked it up just cause i'm weird like that, and there was a bug underneath it.. I think it wanted to be a human.

Tonight was soooo fun!

Me and my flatmate Christine, and my friend Shauna decided to be pyromaniacs.

It started all innocent by simply lighting a few things on fire.

Then we decided lets get a bottle and hold a candle in it, they spray some deodorant. I held the candle and Christine held the bottle, then she sprayed the deodorant.. An insanely huge fully green/blue flame, it was beautiful, Christine's hand caught fire too, but she's fine.

THEN, we covered the table in nail polish remover and lit it, it was INSANE! so cool, and again Christine got burnt.

And we did this a lot. Good times i must admit.

Did you know there were more bananas than humans in the world..

i don't like horses. Their shoes are permanent. Who makes that kind of commitment to a shoe.

byee x x x

I had a nigthmare

It was horrible, i cant remember it anymore, but i woke up really scared. great :/

Off to Glasgow Green park today for a wee picnic with the girls.. :) sunny day we chose too. YAss

I sometimes feel like a schizophrenic.

Alright lads, ready for some crazy?

Okay so this dream happened a while ago, and it really freaked me out, my sister loved the dream, but it scared me so much, probably because i was in the dream...

It was about this crazy man who had escaped from a mental hospital. I was just standing watching him, like it wasn't from my perspective. He thought he was doing something, but he was actually doing something completely different.

The dream was set as two different parts of this one guy, there was the real world where everything was really dark and bad, and there was his imagination that he saw everywhere, where everything was happy and bright and normal, and thats how he saw everything.

So he was in the zoo and he thought he was feeding the animals, and then it suddenly changed perspectives to the real world and what he was really doing which was standing over a man tied up in a van and sticking needles into this guy's face and he just kept doing it.

And then it switched back to his happy perspective of what he thought he was doing, one of the animals had escaped and he was running after it to take it back to the zoo, but then it switched back to reality again and he was chasing after me, and he caught up with me and i looked down as i was running and saw a huge knife come right through me and i fell down dead.

Once i died the dream still went on though.

And then in switched back to his views again and all these people were crowding round him and cheering like oh well done you caught the animal, good for you and everything. then perspective changed again and all these police were grabbing him and he was just stabbing them all.

And i cant remember the rest anymore but it was all just him and his 2 different sides..

Crazy huh? Well it properly freaked me out, i was stupid and went for a shower when i woke up, BAD IDEA, i was standing in the shower and i was totally scared and shaky thinking the guy was behind the curtain with those needles in his hands ready to stick in my face. i had to keep opening it really slowly and peeking to see if he was there... Probably the scariest dream i've had in a long time, just because of the fear i had in the shower after waking.

I didn't want to go back to sleep, the dream stuck in my head for a few days, it properly shook me up and i dont know why.

ciao bella. x x x

OCD OCD OCD!

Who folds their clothes in their sleep?

-Me.

Who has to have dvds in alphabetical order?

-Me.

Who has to have everything in the exact place?

-Me.

Who has to have pens and pencils in the correct rainbow order?

-Me.

Who likes cleaning and cleans other peoples rooms such as Kirsty's and Paul's and any untidy room?

-thats right, its me!

Its a problem, but i like everything to me neat and tidy, yes yes, neat freak, like tonight i am ashamed but my room is messy, and now the cleaning commences, and once i get into cleaning, i clean EVERYTHING!

but you know, i would make a good wife with my cleaning habits, and of course my excellent cooking skills, of course ;) ha. but naw, i do like cooking too. So yes, i would be an amazing wife. ha!

I even feel OCD should be spelt CDO, just for the fact it would be in alphabetical order, the OCDer inventor didn't really think that one through did he/she..

I feel after this post i seem crazy, but i'm not. Next time i will have to tell you about my schizophrenic dream... INSANE!

laters x x x

Hypnotized in the Capital

Righty so i was in Edinburgh on Saturday and we went to this camera obscura place (would recommend it) and its basically this place that messed with my mind, it had loads of optical illusions and things like that and a mirror maze and some vortex to walk though that made me feel like i was some kind of drunk cause i was falling all around but it was just a normal path that had insaneness around it. And many other fun things like that.

But anyway, my best friend Abigail was telling this particular story to everyone and she couldnt say it she was crying so much from laughing at it, its not even funny if you weren't there, but she was in tears and took about 10 minutes to get words out.. i was looking at this one optical illusion and i was just so stuck in it. Couldn't look away. And i hit her and said still staring at ''get me out of this'' and she shook me and woke me out of it'', then she was on the floor for a while cause apparently my face was hilarious... see not that funny is it. ha

When you get onto the roof of this place there is loads of binoculars around so you can stare at people all the way to princes street and down the royal mile, kind of creepy.

But i would go to Camera Obscura again.. go this place, its right beside the top of Edinburgh castle.. go!

adios boys x x x

Our house is a very very very fine house...

i like that song quite a bit. you know the one, ''our house is a very very very fine house, with 2 cats in the yard... '' by Crosby Stills Nash and Young.

Its much better than that other our house song that goes like 'out house, in the middle of the street, our house'' that one really gets on my nerves

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Had an AMAZING weekend.. me and my friend road tripped to Inveraray, Oban, Armaddy, Caddelton, The Stables, Seil Island and Easdale Island.

The weather was so sunny and we did so much, kayaking, walking, going on boats, more walking, climbing. i think i went over the top with exercise.

If a tree falls and no one is around to see it happen, does the tree make a noise when it hits the ground? No one would be around to know.

whenever you are at a crossroads in life, just ask yourself; would you risk it for a chocolate biscuit?

bon voyage x x x

A wise bird once told me...

Sadly, this title has nothing to do with what i'm writing about, so sorry to disappoint you.

My friend told me earlier that she can communicate with birds though, by making bird noises, i have to say, she was rubbish. the birds didn't even look at her.. the only things looking at her were the people staring at my crazy friend as she made the noises along the known Buchanan Street.

I was absolutely devastated yesterday, since moving to Glasgow i can eat what i like, so i love to eat those potato/chip smiley faces, and waffles, anyway, i was down to my last 2 waffles, mm yummy, but i forgot i left them in the oven, 40 minutes later i remembered, and ran through to a smoky kitchen and some lovely burnt waffles. I was surprised that the fire alarm didn't go off to be honest.

Although it is a known fact i burn things, such a pyromaniac so i am. i burnt the oven gloves 3 times in home ec in school, i apparently burnt popcorn, i burnt these waffles, and i burn carbs and fat off when i workout (i wish!), and many many other things i have burnt.

Over and out babbeeeyy <-- LOL

okay, i was going to go after saying that, but then i realised i sounded like a complete douche. so just to let you know, its not how i speak. ha

x x x

Some days stay gold forever

i want a magic carpet that i can take into outer space, and then i can look over the world and find the happiest place on earth.

I want to live on a tropical deserted island. Build up a life there with my friends. How fun would it be, we could create it however we wanted. Paradise. Away from all the crap here..

A man was shot on saturday on the route i always take to walk to tescos.. lesson learned i am not walking there again.

Xxx

Photatoes

Photos and Potatoes.

Well its simple to say i have had a good week. It seems like all i have been doing is having fun, last Wednesday i went to the beach in Ayr because it was so sunny, then the next day was Paddy's day so we went all Irish and went out, then came Saturday when it was the England-Ireland game and a tasty meal a friend of mine made, then Sunday, again we went out, and now today, we went to Xscape - a huge center full of fun. The days have been so sunny and we just have to use it.

However, during all these little fun breaks comes the difficult part, my head is stuck in the books studying for exams. My priorities are in order, if i don't do something fun every so often i would drive myself crazy, so all those things i just listed, in between all of them i have been studying my ass off.

I even missed seeing my sister around her birthday, sure i could have made the trip back home to see her, but then it would mean a full weekend of not studying, and i can easily be distracted. So i made a decision to stay in my flat for the weekend, having a bit of fun, but still getting my work done.

So now here's the thing. I'm stuck at what to do. Do i get a job in Glasgow for the summer? Or in Dundee? I mean in Dundee i have my home to live in, but then in Glasgow i could have a job from now and just keep it, instead of it being just a summer one, but then where would i live? I only have my flat until the end of June, although there is a deal to have it half price over the summer, but then, where do i get the money?

Money is horrible. You need it for everything, and if you don't have it, well, you're pretty much screwed.

I wouldn't say this was a rant, but i just want to say my rant is over.

Aurevoir :) x x x

I.want.fudge.

For some reason i would really like to eat some hot home made banana and chocolate fudge.

Don't ask why, i don't even know if it would taste good, but i want it!

I used to eat play-doh, my sister gave me some for my 18th, i haven't eaten it though.

Adios x x x

I am easily amused.

Oh dear, i am such a procrastinator, (is that a word?) Well it is now.

Instead of doing my studying for the exam tomorrow, i decided to take a little trip to McDonalds for some food with my friends. However, as i was there i saw the girl Laura from the tv show 'take me out' working is McD's! Which i found funny, i am easily amused.

It was fun, and we did actually talk about all the anatomy stuff for the exam, so in a way i was still studying.

There was a lot of hilarity (is that a word?) on the wee trip along McDonalds way, i think the fresh air was a bit too much for us as we were saying the silliest things.

However i am about to have an energy drink, they make me a little crazy mad, and i doubt i will be sleeping tonight, the last time i had this 'red devil' drink i was on the ceiling and crashed on the floor at about 7am, when i had uni at 9am, not the best idea to drink it just now at midnight, but at least i will be up all night studying...

oooh thats sour, before my energy drink i am currently drinking lemon juice from a bottle, like the pure lemon that you put on pancakes. I have no idea why i am drinking it, but i am, its how i roll.

Facebook is a distraction! Delete delete delete! Naw i won't delete it, i would like to, but i'm sort of just addicted to it a little.

I used to eat bubble bath.

Bye people, although i doubt anyone reads this. x x x

Oranges and apples

I have no idea why i am starting a blog, and the name cream crackers, well it was the first thing i saw when it told me to come up with a title, it also happens to be my favourite food ever!

''moustache people are the main reason nits are still in society'' - my sister

Anyway, i have an exam tomorrow, its kind of important, but i am procrastinating right now, as usual. SOMEBODY TAKE AWAY MY INTERNET!

Also the name of this post 'oranges and apples' happens to come from me again looking round at the first thing i see. I have a large box of them in my room, oh my mother would be so proud at the thought. You see, she is a rather big healthy food fan, i would be given a carrot to eat at break time at school, and a green apple everyday after school. I didn't like red apples then. However, now, i actually love eating healthy, as mad as that sounds, but i also love sugar. so at least i have a balanced diet.

Since moving away from home, at the young age of 17, to a new city and all that, i have learnt, food is expensive if you want to stay healthy, and its not all you hoped moving out, i mean sure its great living in halls cause you have your freedom, but then you have to clean and cook and do washing. I often forget i'm not living at home and when it gets to 9pm i wonder why i haven't been called for tea yet, only to remember i have to cook my own tea.. ahh well :)

But now, as an 18 year old, i already feel like i am getting my act together, apart from the studying part, which i need to get sorted.

So, i am going to leave it at that for today, i really should study for tomorrow, so far it ain't looking good, but we'll see. :)

Ciao x x x